soumi sadhukhan Storytelling
Har kahani ki ek shuruaat hoti hai, meri bhi hui… aur us shuruaat ka naam tha Mimi. Pehle sirf baatein hoti thi, hasi-mazaak hota tha, lekin dheere dheere pata hi nahi chala kab woh meri aadat ban gayi. Uska ek message poora din bana deta tha, aur uski khamoshi poori raat jaga deti thi. Shayad uske liye ye sirf dosti thi… lekin mere liye wahi se mohabbat shuru ho chuki thi. Aur mujhe khud bhi pata nahi chala ki kab mera dil uske naam ho gaya.
Dheere dheere mujhe uski aadat nahi, zarurat si hone lagi. Main har chhoti baat usse share karna chahta tha, lekin uske replies kam hote gaye aur mera intezaar badhta gaya. Main har baar khud ko samjhata ki woh busy hogi, par dil har notification par usi ka naam dhoondta tha. Shayad usse kabhi ehsaas hi nahi hua ki uski ek chhoti si baat kisi ki poori duniya ko roshan kar deti thi. Aur main… bas usi roshni me jeena seekh gaya tha.
Phir ek din samajh aa gaya ki kuch log dil me rehte hain, zindagi me nahi. Maine usse kabhi rokna nahi chaha, bas uski khushi maangi. Lekin ajeeb baat ye thi ki jitni door woh hoti gayi, utna hi mera pyaar gehra hota gaya. Aaj bhi kabhi uska naam sunta hoon to dil ek pal ke liye ruk sa jaata hai. Shayad meri kahani adhuri hai, lekin meri mohabbat kabhi adhuri nahi thi. Woh aaj bhi utni hi sacchi hai.
Agar kabhi saalon baad tumhe meri yaad aaye, to bas itna yaad rakhna… ek ladka tha jo bina kisi matlab ke tumse beintehaa mohabbat karta tha. Usne kabhi tumse kuch maanga nahi, bas tumhari muskurahat ki dua maangi. Shayad hum kabhi ek na ho paaye, lekin meri zindagi ki sabse khoobsurat kahani hamesha tum hi rahogi. Aur agar mohabbat sach me kabhi khatam nahi hoti… to meri mohabbat bhi hamesha tumhare naam rahegi. ❤️
